so i didnt go to alvin tan's birthday chalet cause minhui is sick(like get well sooon again!) and there isnt much tps ppl going, more of bsgg people! so we decided to ps ben hahaa. never mind about that, i'm looking forward to the 6c gathering~ though we havent even started planning, i hope it wont take much effort! i dont think i want rp gathering anymore already,lol. i've woke up earlier than usual cause the bitch pascalle wanted to get the stupid book from the expo book fair so badly. she totally forced me to go and i went cause my mum wanna go to the bloody foodfair and my dad is kind enough to fetch us there, while elaine is being a bitch and then i have to come back home myself while they can take the car cause they dont wanna wait for me, so sad pascalle didnt managed to pester dewi to go aha the midnight call~! dewi should really start mapling with us so that she can stop sleeping like a pig~! oooh how sad pascalle didnt get her oh so great book! cause its gone! she bought a book which have a pretty cool cover page, i think its book is cool just because of that picture haha! and i bought this can you keep a secret book which is pretty boring! i could have got more than 150rice from the retz in maple during the few hours i've been wasting with that bimbo trying to find her one and only book she love so much! the chesse chicken was loveeeeee:D the milktea is kinda sucky~! i love mos milktea the most<3
i'm thinking life sucks really, i'm someone who will not even be bothered to hide my feelings and emotion. when i'm pissed with you, i'll be very obvious and i dont really care about anything when i'm emo. this is not getting anywhere, i think i'm gonna suffer if i'm still as transparent as i am. i know that wont work now, its time to not act like myself and be fake just so to survive. sometimes i wonder why isnt people who are wonderful and fun and whatever around me cause when i look around, people are somewhat pretty nice, however life is just not that way. you know, life is cool and when one complain about life, thats the whole cool part. oh please, i'll choose my decsion myself and bear whatever that will be happening to me,myself. just dont decide whats the best for me, cause only i know what its.
#you seems like a different person now and i dont think i know you anymore.
